What are you thinking about right now? (mental health related)

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Need window open for fresh air but aircraft wake me up 4-5am every morning:( I hate Heathrow airport.
 
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I'm wondering if it's just me, although I know it can't possibly be, who feels that mental health teams don't actually do anything?
I was discharged a few years ago and it didn't bother me because I wasn't getting any help anyway.

It's weird to be left in so much fucking misery and contemplating suicide yet nothing gets done.
Is it the curse of the personality disorder label?
Within 10 minutes of waking up this morning I was thinking about how i'd like to end my own life. That's something i'm supposed to live with, is it? Just need a bit more resilience?
Fuck this fucking shit.
 
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I'm wondering if it's just me, although I know it can't possibly be, who feels that mental health teams don't actually do anything?
I was discharged a few years ago and it didn't bother me because I wasn't getting any help anyway.

It's weird to be left in so much fucking misery and contemplating suicide yet nothing gets done.
Is it the curse of the personality disorder label?
Within 10 minutes of waking up this morning I was thinking about how i'd like to end my own life. That's something i'm supposed to live with, is it? Just need a bit more resilience?
Fuck this fucking shit.
I think it's just a curse, regardless of label :hug:
Nobody should be left to die from long standing depression, there's not enough help or enough people with compassion in the right jobs. There should be more help for you, for everyone really. It sucks, I'm sorry you are feeling so blue :hug:
 
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I'm wondering if it's just me, although I know it can't possibly be, who feels that mental health teams don't actually do anything?
I was discharged a few years ago and it didn't bother me because I wasn't getting any help anyway.

It's weird to be left in so much fucking misery and contemplating suicide yet nothing gets done.
Is it the curse of the personality disorder label?
Within 10 minutes of waking up this morning I was thinking about how i'd like to end my own life. That's something i'm supposed to live with, is it? Just need a bit more resilience?
Fuck this fucking shit.
It's not just you, they're absolutely useless. I don't waste their time anymore.

I was just thinking how I'm basically a palliative care case but for mental health. I've pretty much accepted I'm hopeless at this point, it's just a matter of finding ways to kill time until something gives me enough motivation to properly kill myself. What a waste.
 
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It's not just you, they're absolutely useless. I don't waste their time anymore.

I was just thinking how I'm basically a palliative care case but for mental health. I've pretty much accepted I'm hopeless at this point, it's just a matter of finding ways to kill time until something gives me enough motivation to properly kill myself. What a waste.
Don't give up :hug: I hope you can find some hope and find your way back out of the hole, take care x
 
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dunno why people are treating me like an idiot today, already stressed about an appointment tomorrow at the job centre, i don't need this shit
 
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dunno why people are treating me like an idiot today, already stressed about an appointment tomorrow at the job centre, i don't need this shit
As I suspected it went shit and now I feel suicidal
 
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hey FTF sorry to hear you say this. can you talk to anyone irl?
No, not really. I saw a GP earlier and couldn't tell him either, there's not really any point. I'm not planning, is just going round my head. Thanks for reply x
 
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I’m still gloomy - dwelling on how my psychiatrist says I have to taper off Klonopin, even though it’s helping so much!
I don’t want to go back to what I was like a month ago. It was a really bad place.
I understand it’s addictive, but I’m using it as instructed, and I would not abuse it.
Furthermore, in talking to my brother last night, apparently he’s been on it for years! What the heck?? I need to move to Oregon and see his psychiatrist.
 
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Thinking I'm fed up with being spoken to like a c**t. Could just pack a bag and leave.
 
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Struggling more than usual to separate the life stuff from the head stuff. I used to be better than this.
 

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