What are you listening to?

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The voices are silent right now, so all I'm listening to right now is the tick of my pendulum clock and my tinnitus......oh and I just heard the furnace come on. It's never totally silent for me. The quieter it is, the louder my tinnitus sounds in my ears.
 
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I think I am going a little mad. It is tough with everything going on.
 
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I am thankfully on med, still, I know I know, sorry Burt about that, and also I have been hearing my musicals and music, that's what I thought you had meant for the minute, when I caught by sight the thread.
 
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It has been bad this week. My voices are telling me to go to the pub, but I have learned not to trust them. I will stay indoors and listen to the radio.
 
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Well done, Burt for realising to ignore the voices, that is the best way forward. And to do a distraction, such as listen to the radio.
 
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I am planning on going for a park walk tomorrow, which will hopefully recharge me, and be a fun day out. The voices have been bad this week, so I feel I need to make some changes.
 
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I am a demon, I can hear people's thoughts at times.
 
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I hear the grandpa, the brother & the guy that wanted me to become a cripple. They’re only nagging now since they have no power anymore.
 
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It is the same sobbing and screaming woman. She is the black widow.
 
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It is telepathic. I am certain. What I do not understand, is why I am the target of so much hate. I am a nice person.
 
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The voices are weak. They are getting weaker. I get a kick out of hearing them suffer and get angry!!
 
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Me too, every time mine says my name (which is 40-50 times a day on a good day) I get a little kick out of it, he gets more desperate for attention the more I starve him of it.

Every time he says "I hate you" or "f-you" I translate it to mean "you're right and I'm wrong".

He's so weak when on medication it's laughable, the day I took my first tablet it was like hitting the 'I win' button, he just hasn't come to terms with losing yet.
 
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Me too, every time mine says my name (which is 40-50 times a day on a good day) I get a little kick out of it, he gets more desperate for attention the more I starve him of it.

Every time he says "I hate you" or "f-you" I translate it to mean "you're right and I'm wrong".

He's so weak when on medication it's laughable, the day I took my first tablet it was like hitting the 'I win' button, he just hasn't come to terms with losing yet.
Break them bro.
 
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Mine for now at least are silent. However Britain’s Got Talent reruns are on tv so listening to that.
 
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My voice is saying "Oh my fucking god", "are you fucking serious", "are you fucking retarded", "Oh my god Cathrine!", "Fuck you", "that's for fucking sure", etc. I am so fed up with this hateful, negative, ignorant, blatantly stupid voice that I could puke!
 
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I find if I try to chill, it just makes it worse. best thing I can do is hype myself up with fight songs, and the adrenaline gets my blood pumping.

^^ Yeah totally agree Cat, also sick of this shit. It has to stop. Fucking dickwads.
 
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The voices want me to:

1. smoke.
2. spend money.
3. quit being a vegan.
4. masturbate etc.
5. quit my job.

It is beyond belief. :eek::cry::cry::cry: