What am I Doing?

Kaii24

Kaii24

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Oct 10, 2018
Messages
26
Location
Atlanta
#1
Man, often times I just wonder if I’m existent or existing...

It seems like everywhere I go, I’m rejected or overlooked. And it’s not like I’m a bad person or my hobby is to bully people.. I’m actually pretty cool people.

I’m nice to everyone. I love helping. But then that battle in the mind gets to going and I’m back at square one asking myself, what am I doing?


Why am I here? Do people even notice that I exist? Am I overdoing it or not doing enough?

Am I good enough? Are my feelings authentic or artificial ?

It always seems as though I have to be on a certain level or look a certain way to fit in or blend in.


And here’s the thing. I don’t want to do blend in. I stand out and I’m unique in my own way but it’ll be nice to find people who are just like you and you have that support alongside you.


It’s nice to feel like you’re apart of something and you’re actually doing something with yourself.

Just late night rambles...
 
InfiniteRectangles

InfiniteRectangles

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Sep 23, 2018
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508
Location
Georgia, USA
#2
You are good enough for us here at the forum, and we are here for you. I notice you exist. I haven't always responded because my power was out for a couple of days due to the hurricane, but I notice you and I acknowledge you and I am here for you. You are a part of something. You are a part of this forum, and we love having you around. I know it's not the same as having real life friends, but we do care about you just the same. :hug1:
 
Kaii24

Kaii24

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Joined
Oct 10, 2018
Messages
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Location
Atlanta
#3
Awwwwh. Thanks love I appreciate that. And I’m sorry about the hurricane D;