what about sex - have you ever thought that you may be brainwashed or that someone(or their ai) is playing with your head?

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By the way i am more for open relationships, many people are, but especially psyExploiters like to hide that, well, i don't. Also, in monogamic relationships one is much easier exploited, especially if the other is an idiot. In open, if one is an idiot, there are others. Of course, i recommend being with the aproppriate partner(s): sexual abusers, sexual manipulators, drugatics and alchoholics are not welcome into my life.
Personally, from when i again started to "hearing voices" and all that comes with it, there's no sex. Why? people behind this don't like that someone finds apropriate people, because then, plans that mind programmers have for us may fail - this is the whole story of deliberate mind programming or brainwashing - who today isn't in some way? i know some of us are 24hours a day - psychological conditioning after conditioning. Some of us were also used for their sick hard sadistic spiritual porns in childhood. Hmm - i wonder who watches that kind of porns - and this kind of things are probably very well paid.

Again, what's the most used method for bps?
unconsciously fooling someone with a false hope time after time(some may have a nervous breakdown because of this), let it be ai or someone else(some are doing this unconsciously - they may be a part of the same conditioning, not being aware of that).

So again, like our grandma would say "if one want's to work, there's always a work to be done", and i again agree.

Guess who(or in which profession) is many times also using pedophile psychology without being aware of it?
 
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I'm a bit confused about the question, can you explain a little more?
 
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no explanation, it's for the reader to figure it out..

daffy:
have i discussed with your mh team?
i don't know what you mean exactly by mh team, but maybe it's this..
yes, i am going to 3 psychologists and one woman psychiatrist(a cruel bitch "oh - that one, he is soo ill, he'll never make out of his illness" - yes, bravo for professionalists - this is the care that one needs when one is cronically exhausted), but the others are ok. If one is a part of mind programming i don't recommend going to any psychiatrists, except if you are quite stable, else you can quickly get a diagnose or pills or something, so - i rather recommend a good woman psychologist who is maybe known not to be a bitch(or male bitch) etc.

Yes, i had exactly today appointment with one of woman psychologist, and i must teach them, because they know maybe 1% of what's really going on in the "back stage"(behind "iron curtain") - that is, what nowadays mind programming is capable of - mind programming is a totally open concentration camp like style thing - including "nazi doctors" that made surgeries(sometimes in the open) and such. Sometimes alien abductions are used for propaganda.

Back to the woman psychologist: and - by the way - she even started to tell me a little about her problems - that's fine by me, for example that she is also cronically tired. Well, i am almost always, because of inner deliberate weak electric fields which are deliberatelly created via mind programming(one of the methods - inner energetical conditionings) - that goes from head, through main nervous system till a root chakra - and that creates something like a melancholic agression(and at the same time weakness - like one would be an audrey happburn) - and this creates one of the most powerful "powerlesness/exhaustion/directNerveExhaustion" feelings that i am aware about - it's like one would be constantly on "negative energetic therapy" without knowing how to get rid of this - at the same time it's wireless. This is a part of deliberate "electronic control of the mind" and when this is activated by ai(or by perpetrators), it instantly creates an existential anxiety(pure nervousness inside - from somewhere a backbone till head - and one gets a quite powerfull desire to be somewhere else, but it's nowhere to go - this is also what created quite powerful agression - this was also experimented on some that were in jail for example - a pure energetical torture that is not seen from outside - that's why some use it(or their ai) for brainwashing or deliberate (psychological)tortures. It's something like electroshocks, but as a constant flow of artificial electricity - which instantly produces agression/anxiety/etc). That's also "undetectable" method how some for example created serial killers - but the primary reason sometimes for some that killed someone was mind programming and people behind it, not a "tool"(targeted person) that is in brainwashing games used solely for "undetectable" business.

By the way - mind programming is a total "new bread" terorrism and idiots behind this should be in jail - it's not like the other criminal - they are not criminals - they are pussies - who hide behind some more powerful and behind dirty tricks and cruelest abuses that this world knows - even hitler was better than them - because he at least made experiments on a visible plane, but this are inner-wireless-conditionings on a living beings(subVisions,subliminals,neuroLinguisticProgramming, mood shifting/control, mind reading by ai for telemetry or forcing thoughts into someone's mind, energetical conditioning(injecting negative energy and stealing quality one - this is the reason of many that have "mental illness" because nerves don't get enough energy for themselves - energetical vampirism - something that some satanists or black tantricas were doing in the past, then - using microwaves, psychological tortures, energetical tortures - like someone would punch you in your stomack but no one is there(some write about this - but they think they are ghosts - but it's mind programming), using alpha/beta/gamma/x-ray radiation, "hearing voices"-3D holographic hearing over the usual hearing so that no one except the targeted hears sound layer that adds ai(which is again neuroLinguistic programming via the best psychology that this world knows(probably from proPedophiles or classy prostitutes etc), etc etc, the list goes on.

Sometimes operations are done with illegal implantations while one was a kid/etc, even in eye retina - so that one becomes something like their "electricity source". Why they do this?
It's the good old exploitation - to get more that they give, that's why a lot was made so that mind programming becomes "economical" - use as little to get as more as possible - today mostly via psychological exploitation - this is the cause of most "disorders" worldwide.. and it's used something like poor/rich division trick(of course, not all rich are fools)..
 
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I believe these posts are part of your process to self soothe.
 
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are you on medication if i may ask ? you must be going through hell with those type of thoughts
 
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well, why should any t.i. hide the most violent abuses of all time that are done in a plain sight?
like for example frying someone from inside out with so called "dirty electricity"?
some don't even get from bed anymore - because of an melancholic/agression disabling effect..

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i was never too much for any medications, even today i rather don't take them.
Nerve for pills have usually heavy metals inside, so i don't see a reason why should i take them.
I researched a little what "medications" have inside(especially antipsychotics, which are primarily used so that mind is easier molded by mind programmers, a definite no no).
But - because of the voices i tested them out, this were zolrix and risset, and either of them helped, i was just like the dead horse - so i ditched them.
Zolrix side effects and by the way - they have a lot of Exxx just for their helper ingredients.
And this includes some mayor side effects in general - quite good for the nerves - maybe some should write strychnine , but then, no one would take it.

Ok, this is what mind programming is(but nowadays mostly automated through ai), which became out of this.
This video also tells about it in a quite artistic way(Rammstein - radio - click.

This is my alterEgo face - used by mind programming, also check this out(but i don't recommend believing words at pic, because it's only a psylosophy).

This and this and this is mostly why disorders are there and deliberate sexism(why do you think it's there, but that innocent thing isn't appropriate? why hide nature but exposing artificial crap as much as possible, coincidence - no, a part of media brainwashing).

Just for fun - a Faith no more thing: click and the conditionings with terror states pic.

This is also a part of main mind programming phase and at the same time "people had enough" "playing dead" and at the same time - lies from brainwashers.
 
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the problem with pills in mind programming is this,
even if one doesn't take them, this thing can be forced into someone's bloodstream in more ways(even heavy metals in little doses - eg colloidal silver - and deliberate lowering of someone's iq, etc - the same is for example the case with chlorine in water - chlorine gas was used as a nerveToxin in wars):
1) either through implants(teleMedicine implants abuse - implanted usually in childhood - ePharmacy. Many that are doing bioResonance therapies know how this works and once i have gone to that treatment - one of them explained that if he "read" information electronically and stores it - it can be later used on anyone - eg cocaine, and it will have similar(or same) effects - so, it's just a matter of replaying a pill energetic "pattern" into someone's mind).
2) nowadays "spiritualTech" is probably capable of abusing this tech via ePharmacy - you can call this people a modern bounty hunters or medical "mafia" or whatever. Energy is known that one can transfer it via artificial things, eg frequencies, so why wouldn't this be possible - but this is yet to be checked out..
 
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Curiosity got the best of me. Sorry for being a little harsh in the other thread I didn’t realize you were linking music videos. No harm there aside from that radio song was catchy and I might start singing it later but I don’t know German. Haha. ☺️

I took the message as more like figurative though like not that radio waves literally change your brain but people are obsessed with what they hear in the media and that can be really harmful if people don’t also learn to think for themselves. You know what I mean?

Also the little picture of the adorable mouse/rat they usually use those to scan the rat’s brain to see how it works so we can keep learning about brains bc we don’t know everything yet. Like it’s most likely reading the mouse’s brain activity, not stimulating it. But honestly I just think he’s cute and fluffy haha.
 
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But you are absolutely right, antipsychotics have some serious side effects. They’re far from perfected. I’ve only ever really read about lithium but I know it can make people feel horrible which really stinks because it’s also important to treat those disorders.

Hopefully more research will solve that problem and a treatment that isn’t so difficult to take will be developed.
 
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yes, it's really adorable when this same crap sticks out of a head of a "mental patient"(or bought children) that do experiments on him/her only so, so that later corrupted people can abuse such knowledge by mindTech, and later usually this kind of people are under "insurances" supervision, so that they don't start talking about this - because then Holly Asses would need to eat their own shit.
Hmm, maybe you'll be in next life a mouse, so..
For me violence is violence, done on a mouse or on human, it's the same(it's a living being for god sake - why they don't do it on themselves then? because they are neuroIdiots/politicians/diplomatics), if one is prepared to do this "nazi style"(no matter the pain, no matter the consequences) on an animal, then one is prepared to do the same on anyone, including children.
Well - i guess robots have their own style..

This is nowadays not needed any more, because "nazi doctors" have already done the thing, now you can buy some of the mindTech(eg that artificially regulates your mood - which is exactly the same done in mind programming worldwide - but negativelly - for opression or mind manipulation or exploitation).
Have this idiots ever asked anyone if they can open a head of people? no..
drilling someone's head is - what can i say - "not a nice experience" and then used as a piece of paper for their sadistic child porns with handcufs, wires, violence, suffocating and such - bravo for "public safety" and "law enforcenment agencies"(aka blackPsyOps and "black budget") which are mostly just proPedophiles, rapists, and the worst psychological exploiters. Of course, they may be commanded, but that isn't an excuse.
Which also means something else what concerns people all over the world and "their rights" - if one of them happens to read this lines - i don't recommend anyone to make mistakes - it will sure not be good for their "health".. Sometimes this are so called insurance agencies or even "health care" insurances, sometimes a group of people that are doing this business and someone just order who and who to target(or get implanted) and more or less ai nowadays does the rest.

Mind programmers use lsd-25 and antipsychotics for psychological molding - so that one get's conditioned as deep and for as long as possible - a part of mind programming economy.
 
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dude i think you need serious help these rambles are a reflection of your mental state please get some help
 
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Lockpon:
no explanation, it's for the reader to figure it out..

daffy:
have i discussed with your mh team?
i don't know what you mean exactly by mh team, but maybe it's this..
yes, i am going to 3 psychologists and one woman psychiatrist(a cruel bitch "oh - that one, he is soo ill, he'll never make out of his illness" - yes, bravo for professionalists - this is the care that one needs when one is cronically exhausted), but the others are ok. If one is a part of mind programming i don't recommend going to any psychiatrists, except if you are quite stable, else you can quickly get a diagnose or pills or something, so - i rather recommend a good woman psychologist who is maybe known not to be a bitch(or male bitch) etc.

Yes, i had exactly today appointment with one of woman psychologist, and i must teach them, because they know maybe 1% of what's really going on in the "back stage"(behind "iron curtain") - that is, what nowadays mind programming is capable of - mind programming is a totally open concentration camp like style thing - including "nazi doctors" that made surgeries(sometimes in the open) and such. Sometimes alien abductions are used for propaganda.

Back to the woman psychologist: and - by the way - she even started to tell me a little about her problems - that's fine by me, for example that she is also cronically tired. Well, i am almost always, because of inner deliberate weak electric fields which are deliberatelly created via mind programming(one of the methods - inner energetical conditionings) - that goes from head, through main nervous system till a root chakra - and that creates something like a melancholic agression(and at the same time weakness - like one would be an audrey happburn) - and this creates one of the most powerful "powerlesness/exhaustion/directNerveExhaustion" feelings that i am aware about - it's like one would be constantly on "negative energetic therapy" without knowing how to get rid of this - at the same time it's wireless. This is a part of deliberate "electronic control of the mind" and when this is activated by ai(or by perpetrators), it instantly creates an existential anxiety(pure nervousness inside - from somewhere a backbone till head - and one gets a quite powerfull desire to be somewhere else, but it's nowhere to go - this is also what created quite powerful agression - this was also experimented on some that were in jail for example - a pure energetical torture that is not seen from outside - that's why some use it(or their ai) for brainwashing or deliberate (psychological)tortures. It's something like electroshocks, but as a constant flow of artificial electricity - which instantly produces agression/anxiety/etc). That's also "undetectable" method how some for example created serial killers - but the primary reason sometimes for some that killed someone was mind programming and people behind it, not a "tool"(targeted person) that is in brainwashing games used solely for "undetectable" business.

By the way - mind programming is a total "new bread" terorrism and idiots behind this should be in jail - it's not like the other criminal - they are not criminals - they are pussies - who hide behind some more powerful and behind dirty tricks and cruelest abuses that this world knows - even hitler was better than them - because he at least made experiments on a visible plane, but this are inner-wireless-conditionings on a living beings(subVisions,subliminals,neuroLinguisticProgramming, mood shifting/control, mind reading by ai for telemetry or forcing thoughts into someone's mind, energetical conditioning(injecting negative energy and stealing quality one - this is the reason of many that have "mental illness" because nerves don't get enough energy for themselves - energetical vampirism - something that some satanists or black tantricas were doing in the past, then - using microwaves, psychological tortures, energetical tortures - like someone would punch you in your stomack but no one is there(some write about this - but they think they are ghosts - but it's mind programming), using alpha/beta/gamma/x-ray radiation, "hearing voices"-3D holographic hearing over the usual hearing so that no one except the targeted hears sound layer that adds ai(which is again neuroLinguistic programming via the best psychology that this world knows(probably from proPedophiles or classy prostitutes etc), etc etc, the list goes on.

Sometimes operations are done with illegal implantations while one was a kid/etc, even in eye retina - so that one becomes something like their "electricity source". Why they do this?
It's the good old exploitation - to get more that they give, that's why a lot was made so that mind programming becomes "economical" - use as little to get as more as possible - today mostly via psychological exploitation - this is the cause of most "disorders" worldwide.. and it's used something like poor/rich division trick(of course, not all rich are fools)..
It sounds like you are suffering from severe cognitive distortions my friend. It sounds like medication is going to be the only option available to you if you are unable to engage with psychologists, as they are the only people who could ease your pain. I would strongly advise you see your doctor and let him know what’s troubling you.
 
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I agree with the above, I think that seeking help would be good for you, I was just hoping to connect with something you shared in the meantime you know?

I understand that psychologists and doctors would sound scary if you focus on the bad (like the mk ultra thing) but most are very good people!

There’s a bunch of laws now too like even for little critters like mice. I agree it’s not okay to be violent to them, even though that pic you shared looks painful it’s law that researchers give the mice pain meds and such like they’re never being tortured or anything.
 
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some have already sued mind programmers and won on court, but if you want to be their slaves, that's fine by me.

Here is a little story for hypnotized folk who have pink glasses on.
I had visited one of a woman psychiatrists, and the first that she said that it would be a good thing to talk with me out of her job hours. I said, "no problem, because i'll have "healing/recovering from psychotroincs and sexual ab-uses" workshops, but she wasn't too keen on that.
BUT then for another apointment: i just talked whatever came from me(the same was the first time), and then i asked her if she could get me someone to be tested on eeg. And she suggested someone in the mental hospital - because she only knew for that one. I said "ok".
So, when i left the office, she gave me a letter in which eeg "prescription" should supposed to be.
And then when i came home, surprise - surprise, in the letter was not an eeg "prescription", but it has written "schizophrenia" - it's getting worse. Then, just in case, i have checked some things, first i have called in that mental hospital if i am by the way on appointment list for eeg. The lady at the phone was ok, and she said "no, your name is not here". Then i asked her "do you need a eeg refferal for this?". She said yes. But there was no refferal in that letter that psychiatric woman gave me, and if i would not check some things, i could be in a mental hospital without reason and that's how some end up where they don't belong. I offered the same woman a cooperation in organisation, then she made this thing. Why do you think? Who is she working for? today i could still be somewhere closed - and why do you think they choose some of us?

Come on folks, don't be a naive sheeps - or be and suffer the consequences, that's why i don't recommend going to a psychiatrists if you are not psychologically at least a little ok, they eather don't know what they are doing or they are a part of mind programmers - initial system has been created only to mask the real causes of so called "mental illness" - which is propaganda - a new bible thing and a new faith, so that they can "legally" brainwash people that could sometimes really need some help - and psychiatrists are the worst care givers "take a pill" - yes, that will solve the most corrupted system that some created in this world - because their greed doesn't have limits.


But - this is too much off topic, if someone has something say about sex and stuff, be my guest, what do you think - are we monogamous beings or not?
I don't know for others, i know i am not - although in mind programming all is done that one would for example got married - well, they can marry their idiotic wifes again and again and at the same time lie them when they go with another woman - this are those people - a hypocrites /"politicians" or they have a job to rape children - yes, this will do the trick..
 
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The monogamous question if you mean the “we” to be human beings would likely be an evolutionary question imo. Ie, is it evolutionarily beneficial to be one way or the other?

What about the role of social constructs? Did people in positions of power decide it would make society more organized if monogamy was the accepted way of life?

That’s with my scientist hat on 🤠

In reality it’s hard for me to discuss without defending monogamy due to my personal values 🙈
 
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ehhh, "evolution" is fucked up only because people in power are playing dictatorship with mind programming over people via "spiritual tech", just because they run a divine business through spirituality, everybody knows that.. They are trying to guide "the sheeps" as they usually say - and at the same time having most people under a "standard" mental level - so that they can do whatever they want, people are just a piece of tool for them, that's all.

Lunus for example said: "you need a doctor" and jakadijakadajak.. no, my reality is just not the same as his - but some have made ai that manipulates one's reality deliberatelly, why? the same was done in the past, people were going to a church for example, and there was one man who could brainwash soo many people at once, but nowadays, this can be done individually via mind programming - wirelessly(i am not sure if implants are a must nowadays) - directly manipulating someone's mind(usually subConscious mind) - especially if one is not aware that this exists, or how circa this is done.

Is it benefitial if one is that or that way what concerns monogamy?
i don't know, but, if one is being with one partner all the time, then, naturally there will be a wish to be with others too - that's why "cheating" exists, because i guess some are still in a kindergarten.
But - if you look at mind programming - a lot(possible the main cause) is to prevent one doing what he/she wants, no matter what that is - the name of the game is "divide and rule".
The same goes for being with appropriate parter(s) - this is very important for people behind this - because then, their game would probably not work anymore. Well, they have no right to manipulate anyone's life like this - but this is being done, at least on all t.i.-s, but ok, this also implies some things..

I am also not to much for monogamy, because wherever is monogamy, there is more violence, some know that - that's why they enforced it in the past(via mind programming also nowadays), because violence is a method, a method of psychological conditionings, and they like to see that - because people can become frozen in terror - which disables anyone. Deliberate violence is a method - method of lowering someone's "standard" - which should 100% not be acceptable in this world, but it still is - because "people in power" want it that way..
Any "hidden" family violence is only because mind programmers(or you could say professional psychological conditioners) - at the same time, they are "higher" because of this, and at the same time they have peace what concerns running their "divine business" - which also includes something like inquisitions in the past(deliberate hard tortures)..
 
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ahh, i forget to mention why some also do mind programming - it's the first on the list..
energy harvesting(something like energetic vampirism) - that's why a burnouts exist without external reason on some people. And it may come to something that is called "mental illness" or "disorder", because nerves don't get enough energy for themselves - it could be called a nerve exhaustion - or chronical tiredness.
This can be proved, but i would need more resources and people.
 

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