Weird thing I did when I was a kid and teenager

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Aslat24

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Hey everyone, I was recently diagnosed with OCD I am 20 years old. When I was a kid I always would play with sticks and pencils and shake them while walking up and down the halls. I would make up stories while doing it knowing that it was all make believe. Shaking the stick made me think better I guess. I did this until I was around 15. I am a pretty normal person. Nothing socially wrong with me. My parents knew about me doing it and made me stop. I still would do it secretly. I didn’t really like doing it I knew it was weird and not normal, but I felt like an urge to do it all of the time to kinda escape into my own world. I knew it was all pretend. I eventually stopped doing it slowly but surely. Now a few months ago I started having harm intrusive thoughts out of nowhere and they gave me multiple panic attacks. I saw a doctor and I’ve been on buspirone and Citalopram. I’ve felt better but my brain has felt very funny. Like it did after I would shake the pencil or stick. I was wondering if this was my OCD. I would also count while doing it as well.
 
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You are very young. Your brain and personality are still forming. The drugs will ruin your chances of developing normally. So what if you do a few odd things or think odd thoughts. Your thoughts can be handled with a psychologist. You need a psychologist, not hard core drugs.
 

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