weird intrusive thoughts

[germanbread]

hello, i seem to be having some weird intrusive thoughts. i just recently found out what that actually is, but i've been having them for years. it's actually just a few thoughts, but they are really bothering me. for example, i lay in my bed and suddenly think some invisible needle will go through my eye. i can't sleep without my ears being covered by my hair because i suddenly think i'll get stabbed in it? it's things like that and i'n really confused because i have no idea why i have it or what it even means. or if it even counts as intrusive thoughts..

 

[Zero One]

In the past weird things like this used to happen to me for a time and I would feel okay again but I didn't want to see a psychiatrist because I knew I wasn't crazy but I also knew they would find me crazy. Now I really have problems and had to see them and was even hospitalized. I would recommend seeing a doctor for help with this.

I have intrusive thoughts but I really hate it because then I have delusions related to them and the voices in my head have a fun time with it. I actually experience very sharp and awful pain in my eye like being stabbed with a long thin sharp object but before that happened I had delusions with the voices saying someone wants to stab me in the eye with something similar to a biopsy needle and I had some sensations in my eye.

 

[Passionflower]

These thoughts sound like intrusive thoughts. I think most people get them as our brains are funny random things. I wouldn't worry too much about them unless they disturb you a lot.