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Feb 26, 2021
Puerto Rico
I am concerned. Very, very concerned. For some reason, I am having doubts. What if it doesn't bring me euphoria, creativity and motivation and instead just... I don't even know. I forgot how being under the influence felt like, it's been a while. Heavy? Relaxed? More optimistic about life than usual? That's all fine and dandy, but I want more--need more. I need what I've lost; the ability to feel. Just feel, like a normal person. I want to feel motivated, uplifted, satisfied, content, happy. I want to have a purpose, something that I look forward to. I want to not dread waking up everyday and suffering through the slow and boring passing of time because there is nothing that I enjoy doing and the very few things that I did enjoy hardly entertain me anymore thus leaving me without a distraction and wishing for nightfall so that the day can finally end. Only to repeat itself all over again in the morning.


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Apr 9, 2021
united kingdom
How long has it been since you smoked? Were you a heavy smoker before? Prolonged use of weed hijacks the pleasure receptors in the brain and after a while smoking no longer gives you the high it once did. You basically smoke to feel the normal state than non smokers feel. when you take a break everything will feel dull and boring for a while. This is not permanent. after a few months your pleasure receptors will begin to reactivate and natural motivation and pleasure will return gradually.