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Wasn't going to post today



Well-known member
Aug 26, 2018
I had a bad day. My Animal almost got away from me and almost made me hurt. I was able to contain it, though, and I was able to force it back down to behave itself.

That was scary, but thrilling and even arousing.

Today removed all doubt from my mind.

And I am strangely OK with this?

More confused than ever.