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Was considering suicide

Anime-Alchemy

Anime-Alchemy

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Today, i had an appointment with the crisis team. But as I was going, there was minute where I had thoughts of endangering myself. From then on and after seeing the crisis team, I have had very strong thoughts and feelings of suicide.

I was seriously considering it, on the way home i kept stopping and having the thoughts and feelings of wanting to endangering myself. After a while I thought that I would over dose instead. I spent 20 - 30 minutes contemplating about taking an overdose. I really had the feeling of wanting to do it but at the same time I was fighting it. In the end I've obviously not done anything.
 
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Anime-Alchemy

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Also today i didn't eat anything until 4:15pm, so i'm thinking that me feeling low is down to not eating which in turn meant that I took the low feeling as a feeling of depression or perhaps from feeling low because of not eating, it then turned into a feeling of depression.

Anyways it all well.
 
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