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scooby1001
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I have been on depot medication for 8 weeks now and i feel like i want to die. My life is c**p, pointless and i am totally fed up with it. They are increasing my depot and decreasing my quertipine at the same time. To be honest i have only been feeling this since decreasing my quertipine but i hate taking medication as i feel that it is the cause of why i feel like doing nothing. Can't even watch tv at the moment which is the point i usually know things are not good.
I was really pushed into taking the depot medication as i am non complient with my oral medication and it was that or hospital but now i want to stop but expect my pdoc to not agree. CAN he MAKE me carry on if i refuse. I know it will hold up me getting my daughter back(has been with my parents since nov 08) but my weight is on the up(10 stone at 4 ft 11 inches not good) i just feel that life is pointless and just want to end it all. My days are full of nothingness and i can't seem to pull myself out of it. I suppose this is a rant more than anything, just putting into print how i feel. The site that i normally use has been down for maintaince for weeks now so don't have the usual support.
I was really pushed into taking the depot medication as i am non complient with my oral medication and it was that or hospital but now i want to stop but expect my pdoc to not agree. CAN he MAKE me carry on if i refuse. I know it will hold up me getting my daughter back(has been with my parents since nov 08) but my weight is on the up(10 stone at 4 ft 11 inches not good) i just feel that life is pointless and just want to end it all. My days are full of nothingness and i can't seem to pull myself out of it. I suppose this is a rant more than anything, just putting into print how i feel. The site that i normally use has been down for maintaince for weeks now so don't have the usual support.