- Nov 23, 2008
- Bonnie Scotland
been drinking all nite, but dont feel drunk. i feel like i want to take stuff. i know i could get out of the house, and head down town, my hubby would prob come with me. i havnt taken any e's or coke (apart from a line here and there) for 7 years. it has been hard sticking to it but i feel like im ready to do it. it would be such a good feeling but what a downer the next day. i just want to feel totally happy. is that so wrong???