This is the first time I've used this forum. Not really sure what I'm doing but was drawn by your post. I too find it difficult to reach out. I hope this forum will help us both. Just reading through the various posts has showed me none of us are alone.
I feel exactly the same just don't know what to do anymore. Today isn't a good day I'm so anxious, can't sit still for long, can't seem to stand for long, just don't know what to do with myself. Thisis such a dreadful feeling and I just want it to go away. I need hel and I need a good friend and don't know what to do about either. I'm very scared to be alone at themoment. This probably isn't making much sense but hope someone gets the general gist of what I'm trying to say.