- Apr 1, 2019
- Seattle, Wa
voices say the are going to make me suffer to the point of suicide unless i listen to them with my 100% undivided attention. they want me to drop out of school and get rid of my video games and computer my phone my laptop and my TV then want to get on thin intense exercise regimen and do menial tasks like wipe pee off the toilet seats after me and other people are using them even my own sink. i cant spit on in the grass while i m walking down the street, they threaten e with pooping my pants if i don't do what they and they laugh at me. soon i am going to pass away and God is going to judge me and going to ask me why i didn't give up my video games... what am i supposed to say to him. i have no excuse and it seems like i have to listen or go to hell for eternity over some video games. i don't know about you but i don't want to die i don't want to go to hell so i have to make a decision soon because the voices say they can kill me very easily and i believe them because they can make physical sensations happen in my body painful ones and sometimes pleasant ones so i just need some advice; should i listen to the voices and get rid of all my stuff or take chance and see if they actually do torture and kill me. Most people i talk to say to keep my stuff because the voices aren't real they are delusions and hallucinations in my mind and body. everyone tell me to tell the voices to shut up!!! but that only works a little bit of the time. most of time the voices have e hallucinating so bad that i ant focus on the moment and whats going on around me they steal the show basically.