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Voices said this is my last day without torture

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Voices (devil) said today that it is bored with talking to me, and today is the last day without torturing me. They make me feel horrible. Like I have weakness in my body, like my heart is not pumping strong.

They say I should leave the area. So I am trying to get housing in another area.

They also say I will be a "pizza" after death. You can imagine what that is. I have never murdered, raped, or molested anyone.

I am repentant too.
 
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I wish my voice was bored with talking to me, it never shuts up, always trying to get me to talk back to it, something I haven't done in well over four years.

It used to be able to torture me but that ability has been greatly reduced by my use of meds, as my dosage went up his ability to torture me went down.

I'm at a point where I could say "do your worst" and I can handle whatever that may be.

I wouldn't read into the whole pizza thing, voices say all sorts of rubbish just to try and upset us, the same goes for moving, if you're happy where you are I wouldn't give in to them.
 
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Ok thanks for the advice.

They tell me 1. to move and 2. stop taking medicine.

They are telling me "I'm sorry _____, I am a devil personality."
 
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you know it is important to understand them "voices". yet if your going to keep getting down on your self. you are going to take the "L" train to what they are. Look try inserting things i your life that provide a sense of security. Than be not so to much, in your head.
 
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Yes, they will do and say just about anything to get off medicine.

If I told you what I believe they can do when not on medicine you wouldn't believe me, torturing you is just one of the things they'd be able to do more of but I believe they have some amazing other abilities that they've lost.

My voice wants me to come of the meds very badly but he has no chance, I'm on them for life if I get my own way, and I usually do.
 
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How on earth could you turn into a pizza after dying? It doesn’t make sense. I have trouble with the devil too. I’m often entertaining Satan in hopes he will ease off it doesn’t always work though. Goodluck Buddy 💛
 
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the enemy distracts us we need to be into things......
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anyone care to comment?
 
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