I ignored the voice for a very long period. I have been there. I understand. I know what it's like to be selfish and like an ignorant. And bro, that was very very rude. Now I laught about it, I make joke about it often, love wins. but seriously they complained a lot because of my attitude, and I feel bad when I recall about it, I would like to cry. When I recall how rude they have been, I feel very grateful, for they knew what was right to do. I know what it is like to be in a world where everyone want us to think this is illness, this is anormal, even the doctor, the family member, the close ones. They does not get it. Yet, it's our duty, it is bro, to sit back for half an hour everyday and take the helping hand. Their spiritual nature and their spiritual understanding, it is very big indeed. I have take a few step into it already. Not everyone I know around me is able to comprehend every piece of it. We are also in such helping hand that we can get back to a normal life if we listen and understand their saying, and improve ourself and our lives. I did it. The voices were satisfied on how I have been opening myself and was seeking their agreement, and I have been given a lovely girlfriend. Good memories. Let's reach this. When I have been sick of myself and my own torturing inner show, I have seek upon answer to finally reach some evolution. Let change the situation. Let turn this, and make this something beautiful within. I do not want to go deeper in earthbound scenario. Let's grow ourselves. One step at a time. Feel free to reach me