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Voices, and the severity of them and the consequences.

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volnash

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Voices can be a pain, i remember when i had voices which was in the beginning of my initial psychosis, i was convinced that the local army base, was working with the hospital and conducting experiments on me, and the voices would tell me, tonight we're gonna do you over again, each night id worry and each following morning id have pain in my chest, and other areas of my body.

These voices were so powerful that they induced real physical pain on my body, no doubt a product of my brain emitting some pain signals, whatever it was, it was scary as hell.

They would convince me of all sorts of things, that we had gone back to the stoneage and that vikings had taken over the earth, and were at war with islam.

They convinced me to smoke certain cigarettes because one for example, contained dragon fire, so id be immune to it in the upcoming major war, one psychosis.

In one case the voices told me that everyone who was the staff at the hospital had contracted the plague, i would literally smell the plague on the staff as they walked around, and i would try to heal them with soap, quite literally pouring soap on the floor so they would step on it.

The plagues: This was also a psychosis, that lasted for about 2 months with frequent voices telling me that the plagueists were back, this was triggered by me reading a magazine with a dark portal on the back, and an article on the plague doctors.


What the hell do i make of this? i just needed to share, and im surprised i can even remember these things, as i feel overly medicated but typing doesnt come close to justifying just how tired i am nowadays, oh how i long for a life without any medication, but i know this is a fantasy and all i can do is latch for higher attunement to life.


Just some thoughts as they appear, translated to a wall of text.

Thanks.
 
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lovagemuffin

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me too I want a pre medication existence myself. just how to go about it isn't it.:eek:
 
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