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elouise11
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I’ve just been diagnosed with atypical anorexia. I’ve been told I pose risk to myself as I’m close to being ‘underweight’ and diagnosed as anorexic.
I’ve got in a fixation of starving myself and was finding my only happiness in life - in my weight loss. But now I am starting to feel so ugly, my boobs are shrinking, my collar bones stick out. I still feel like my stomach and legs are too big. I’m scared if I eat then I’ll gain weight and then I’ll be fat everywhere again. I enjoy the control I have of not eating, this brings me happiness and a feeling of success. How can I be happy with my appearance? I hate myself
I’ve got in a fixation of starving myself and was finding my only happiness in life - in my weight loss. But now I am starting to feel so ugly, my boobs are shrinking, my collar bones stick out. I still feel like my stomach and legs are too big. I’m scared if I eat then I’ll gain weight and then I’ll be fat everywhere again. I enjoy the control I have of not eating, this brings me happiness and a feeling of success. How can I be happy with my appearance? I hate myself