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I'm very allergic to dust and the dust it is everywhere. I can't get rid of it. I'm sensitive to bacteria as well.
People are jerks. They kept putting their trash at my door.huge trash. Where I lived before moving here my door entrance was outside so they piss on my door and not only.
In my country people are not like this. I just want to leave. So gross so desgusting so so so....

Another thing that drive me insane they aways shaking rugs when I have laundry to dry. I don't have a dryer anymore. Here more often and I don't have enough space in my house to put them.

If I'm going, for example, in a supermarket I get allergy and the dust and dirt enters my clothes and stays on my skin and I bring it home. And I must be carefull not to spread it all over the place. I know sounds strange but it is real. So I wash everything with sanitisers.
This neighbour who's always shaking rugs drove me insane.
I went Ibto rage than feel very depressed and now I can't even think clearly and I feel I very weak about to faint because of this sadness.
My mind feels weird because of depression so I can't think clearly so I don't know if what I wrote makes sense. I'm shaking and have no power in my body. I'm sick and tire of these people. Of everything. I can't even change my bed today cause I have to wash the laundry again and again
 
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I'm sorry to hear your neighbours are so insensitive Darknesssdaughter. I know what it is like to live with an allergy and how insensitive people can be towards me having to avoid having an attack due to allergies. I would feel very frustrated and infuriated at those around me too.
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I'm very allergic to dust and the dust it is everywhere. I can't get rid of it. I'm sensitive to bacteria as well.
People are jerks. They kept putting their trash at my door.huge trash. Where I lived before moving here my door entrance was outside so they piss on my door and not only.
In my country people are not like this. I just want to leave. So gross so desgusting so so so....

Another thing that drive me insane they aways shaking rugs when I have laundry to dry. I don't have a dryer anymore. Here more often and I don't have enough space in my house to put them.

If I'm going, for example, in a supermarket I get allergy and the dust and dirt enters my clothes and stays on my skin and I bring it home. And I must be carefull not to spread it all over the place. I know sounds strange but it is real. So I wash everything with sanitisers.
This neighbour who's always shaking rugs drove me insane.
I went Ibto rage than feel very depressed and now I can't even think clearly and I feel I very weak about to faint because of this sadness.
My mind feels weird because of depression so I can't think clearly so I don't know if what I wrote makes sense. I'm shaking and have no power in my body. I'm sick and tire of these people. Of everything. I can't even change my bed today cause I have to wash the laundry again and again
Good morning DD, I can’t tell you how much I feel for you 😢.

I only ever truly thought that anxiety and depression were the only real mental illnesses, that is before joining this forum some month ago.I have read many OCD references and sympathise with all who suffer this condition.

You must rest your body and mind as you will start to crash just like a mobile phone does when too many windows open.Close down your own windows slowly in your mind and give yourself space to think.

big hugs to you DD 🕊🕊
 
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I become sudnly so sad that I lost all my energy. I had things to do but I don't know if I can do them
 
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I become sudnly so sad that I lost all my energy. I had things to do but I don't know if I can do them
What is you favourite song DD? Play it loud n proud on full blast until the beat drives your motivation to start ..... once started you will regain your serotonin levels and you will be fine.
And give a big Smile 😊 whilst your doing it ... DONT let the condition win today
 
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Ce la puoi fare! DD 😊
 
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PLEASE CLOSE THIS ACCOUNT.
THANK YOU
 
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