- Jan 21, 2021
- couch surfin'
i keep venting to people when they say it’s ok to talk and it never is ok to actually talk they’re lying and it hurts them and i don’t want to hurt them. i feel like i deserve pain and it hurts. my mistakes are too bad and i don’t feel like i can recover. i will journal instead of telling someone who knows the situation but i feel so so alone. i guess i have here but i’m not sure, i still feel like i’m evil.