- Apr 18, 2020
I don’t know why but today I woke up having a feeling today was going to be a bad day and a long week ahead. So what do you know, today was so annoying. I got into a fight with my parents over something so stupid. Just because I didn’t turn off the kitchen light when they asked me to. The only reason why I didn’t was because before that happened me and my mom got into a fight over something I misplaced. She got so mad at me and started saying all this random stuff that didn’t even make sense how I’m a witch and I’m always starting problems? I misplaced something and I guess she thought I did that on purpose? Another reason why I didn’t do it was because she was just trying to pick a fight with me and I thought if I go turn off this light, in about 5 minutes someone is going to go in that kitchen and leave that light on. I have no idea but I HATE the way she treats me compared to my brother. He had his bedroom light on for about a hour and a half and she didn’t say shit about that. Mind you I’m 24 and he’s 19. I don’t help her out a whole lot but if she needs help with anything it’s ALWAYS me. I help her clean the kitchen, put food away, clean the bathroom, I do dishes, I help her with OfferUp (whenever she has a buyer and she’s not home I help her put the stuff she’s selling and get the money) it’s ALWAYS me. She never asks my brother to do anything and when she does he never does it and she still gives him money or whatever he asks from her but yet if I don’t do the 1 thing she asked she always says “don’t ask me for shit”. I’m not working right now nor do I have a car because I just can’t seem to learn how to drive. I struggle with driving. My brother on the other hand knows how to drive but he doesn’t have a car or a job but he does have job interviews right now on the way. I just know once he gets a job she’s going to talk down on me. It sucks cause at one point my dad did have my back whenever my mom was in the wrong but she told him how that’s wrong and blah blah blah but she’s so quick to protect my brother. No one can fight with him or else she’ll jump in and it will be this big argument. I have gotten in so many fights about her protecting my brother and how it’s unfair how she treats me but she always says how I must be jealous of him and just crazy stuff. It’s like if your aware that you do that then why don’t you change? Why don’t you start treating us equally? I have so much anxiety when she’s here especially whenever she has days off, like I just don’t look forward to her being here for the week.