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[toto]

Search Google for more information on the following terms. Reflections on them have led to the fact that I have no votes and go into remission as soon as I get a full rest for about a week, when I sleep as soon as I fall asleep, no matter what time it is. Authority, emotional intelligence, panic attacks ", cognitive dissonance, selective thinking.

 

[toto]

Panic attacks or fights between need and want, fight or flight, caused by an internal conflict between obligations imposed by the environment and your desires.

 

[toto]

I used to be in a sect, I believed in Jesus and magic, paranormal ... now I'm an atheist and I can control my condition 90 percent. I don't believe in anything supernatural. For a long time I read various articles about space, I recalled what I had studied in physics and chemistry, I took a scientific view of the creation of the world. I answered all the questions I had. I don't think there is a Jesus, but since we live in a vacuum, I believe that there may be a rebirth (but rather I think that death breaks all connections to electrons, protons, quarks, etc.)

 

[toto]

Realistically, my flesh continues to live, but in a different form, decomposing and becoming part of other animals / matter.

 

[toto]

Suppressed aggression. Can you define healthy selfishness?

Being selfish is not bad when it is measured and does not harm others.

 

[toto]

Please do not rub. Because the following proves the effectiveness of therapy. I have been ill for 10 years, but I do not take pills. So far I have drunk maybe 4 times in no more than a month. During the first and second psychosis, I had all the symptoms of schizophrenia. Including I'm not sure if I didn't believe someone had contacted me telepathically or Jesus, the Devil. I believe that my voice was then part of an internal dialogue (I have a habit of thinking to myself, sometimes I talk to "you")

 

[toto]

I do not advise anyone to stop taking their pills, because everyone's condition is different and they control their symptoms to different degrees. In addition, necessarily, as long as you believe in telepathy, paranormal, Jesus, magic, you will continue to consider internal dialogue as dialogue with an alien being.

 

[toto]

Which suggests psychosis over time. For me, psychoses appear after prolonged insomnia. Before each psychosis or the children are sick or I have problems at work / scandals with my husband because of which I can not sleep. In fact, scandals with my husband were commonplace until 4 months ago, when I entered psychiatry.

 

[toto]

An example of authority is ... during the first psychosis I had a mental dialogue with a member of a sect. The thoughts were terrible. I even think that at that moment I perceived him as a foreign voice. I got into some delusions that my daughter was possessed by a ghost (it was her first month in a nursery and woke up scared), including the thought / voice that I had to kill her to get rid of her. The good thing is that I called my husband because I was afraid of my thoughts.

 

[toto]

In this case, the member of the sect was my authority through which I make decisions. Extremely scary. To my delight, I found a therapist who helped me get out of this sect, including the official Christian religion / sect. Now my therapist plays the role of authority. And the thought "what would he say" is an attempt (he said this) to conduct psychotherapy on his own.

 

[toto]

cognitive dissonance, as far as I understand it is ... when I tell you to pay attention that your throat is barely moving when you think and when you have voices in your head and you provoke your voices yourself, you tell me that voices control the body you. In fact, the hardest part of treating schizophrenia is convincing a person that they are provoking their own voices.

 

[toto]

That there is no telepathy, nothing paranormal. As far as the votes ... I may not always be right. It is possible that due to some defect in the brain, there is an active phase of rem, which is usually activated when you sleep and dream, and this causes hallucinations

 

[toto]

What remained with me as a problem is that I constantly have a song in my head. It's not who knows what, the interesting thing is that it appeared when I went to psychiatry and I had to take pills for a month and so far it's happening almost constantly (unless I'm focused on something)

 

[toto]

It occurs to me that my brain has trained to make instant associations. Whether it's because of my mother's frustration at school and at home, I don't know if it's just hyper-brain activity ... and high IQ. Some inability to control brain activity.