- Aug 12, 2020
I feel sad and scared. My sister still isn't talking to me. I did nothing wrong and she turned it around on me. (see previous posts). Things are going down hill I can't make myself go to Dr. appts. I have no support of any kind. I can't seem to reach out for help I think of things I want to do but that's as far as it goes. It's like something keeps stopping me from making changes, being happy. I need help but my brain tells me I can't do it, one day I want help and the next day I don't. I'm afraid of what's going to happen to me. I don't understand what keeps me a prisoner locked in this nightmare. I am greatful for the support I get on here. How do I fight a brick wall to get to the other side?