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Uncertainty Making Me Suicidal Again

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Ugh! I just told my therapist that I'm not suicidal! Then guess what happens? I get punched in the face with old triggers and am suicidal all over again! Why can't I keep making progres?! Why is it always 1 step forward and 2 steps backwards with me?! :panic: :hankie::stomp:
 
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I wanna go to sleep and never wake up! :cry2::cry2::cry2:
 
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Hi IWOMH,
I'm so sorry your feeling this way, how are you today?
Can you contact your therapist today? And tell them you've been triggered and are feeling suicidal?

Can you contact your psychiatrist as well ?
Hope you feel better soon
Take care
 
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Hi Sallimae,
I hope you get some help as well, life can get better.
Take care
 
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Hi Sallimae,
I hope you get some help as well, life can get better.
Take care
Thank you. I am trying so hard. Between the voices and the depression, it is very difficult.
 
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Thanks Mayflower7 and FairyLucretia. 🤗 Too bad for me I just keep waking up. :(
 
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I just gotta stay strong. I gotta live whether people like it or not. I will live just to spite the people who want me dead. :evil: Besides there is nothing they can do about it unless they want to spend the rest of their lives in prison anyway! Hahaha! I'm living so deal with it! :evil:
 
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