uhhh.. guess whose back or something?

bobshocker

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I don't know. I know moneys a big shit. I'm in so much debt it's amazing. I mean like life changing, but when we ever cared about that? I was diagnosed bipolar, but normal people just don't believe that shit. They don't. You tell them your bipolar, and there like.. Yeh? Whatever. Thing is your smart, your clever, you hide your shit. And they'll never believe, they are the ones in denial. Whilst you do your shit. They deny. So? Like how long you gonna carry on, how long you gonna pretend to be normal. Hell? I tried it, and I'm smart as shit. It ain't gonna work. You'll never be accepted by them. It just won't work. They live their lives, they expect normality, but you can't deliver. They'll kill you for your difference. How many of us hide and copy them, how many of us try to be and act normal? And? How many of us suffer for it? How many of us have self harmed or died? Seriously??
 
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Welcome back bob. Ive been reading this forum for years and I remember quite a bit about you!

Its hard to act like the normals and blend in sometimes.:hug1:
 
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Yeh, well I do my shit, but nothing has improved. It's bullshit. The disability act 2010/12 means shit. We poke our heads a bove the paraphret were fucked. Mental health in this country is the pariahs progress. It's shit, you guys get shit on. And me? Gotta pretend to be normal.
 
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I cant declare my illness in my field as I just wouldn't get a job.

Theres no support to get me back to my career either. No such thing as graduated return. Its sink or swim

Its wrong. Very unfair.
 
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Even the people that monitor this site are scared shitless. It's a goddamed travesty. Discrimination is alive and well. You are allowed to discriminate against people like me. You are allowed to discriminate against people who suffer mental health issues. Even though the law says you ain't. It's utter bullshit.
 
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It's why I been away from this forum, cos they are so shit scared of the authorities. It's disgusting. Fear is a weapon. The blessed people with.mental health issues, are discriminated against. Every day, by every one. And the only protection, is normality.
 
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Yep descriminiation is Alive!

even the Work and Pensions Department think we are not worth minimum wage, wtf!

bunch of ------!(n)

Equal Right = nill pwa
Respect = nill pwa

:yuck:
 
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Yea, it's all a steaming pile of crap, but the majority defend it all & maintain the status quo. It'll take hundreds more years before it changes (imo).
 
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Their wont be another 200 years! :) mankind will see to that. Tick tick!
 
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Well I'm just a bizarre individual I guess who actually doesn't believe that the black-and-white split between the mentally ill and the mentally sound exists but perhaps both sides have a vested interest in trying to maintain it.
 
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Nice to have you back Bob. Can you just start afresh and not talk about old things that may have happened on the forum before you went - please?

You are in a bad place and I get that. I am too, so understand. You can be yourself here Bob, even if the world out there isn't any good towards us. Most people do the same with me, Bipolar? yeah whatever..But I do tell myself that most people are wrapped up in their own problems and don't have much time for others.
 
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Uh Yeh. I'm not allowed to talk about shit, that will cause people to think shit. I'm not allowed to talk about discrimination. I'm not allowed to say the word discrimination. I said it discrimination. Discrimination. Fuck, I just can't help myself discrimination, shit i done said it again. Uh discrimination. I cant help it. If you got mental health problems you are being discrimated against. But your not allowed to say shit, cos it's discrimination. And if you are suffering mental health shit, you are not allowed to say discrimination, even if your being 'descriminated' against. Cos it means you are being racist or something, and then I'll be blocked for being 'desricimated' or something. I really don't understand it. But apparently you can't be racist, but your allowed to call people like me nut jobs, or all sorts. So I get blocked. Cos we are ok to be 'discriminated' against. Personally I think we should start pushing back, but that's just my personal opinion.
 
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And then I get upset cos people lose their jobs, cos they been 'discrimated' against. People change, they been through a bad time, and they gotta pay the rest of their lives. Is that fair? Is that really bloody fair? Cos they come out. They really do, and what are they left with? And these people are better than all the people in all the world. They just had a bad time is all.
 
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They just need another chance. But they don't get. Cos once your tainted, your fucked. Disability act? Kiss my ass. God bless the dead. What do I know?eh? What the Fuck do I know? We paint, we draw, we love, we try and be mankind's best. It's a travesty. And despite what anyone says, we gotta pretend to be normal, cos that's the only way we can live. So my only advice, is to pretend to be normal , cos? If you don't? They'll destroy you. And so ends bob shocker, you wondered where he is? He tried, he failed. We ain't like them, they won't accept us. We can post here, but there's the agenda. We won't ever be like them, we gotta accept we are different, and we gotta try and hide it. We will never be accepted.
 
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I tried, they just judge you, they judge you with their normal expectations. It's shit. I hide, and I search for others. Call me paranoid, call me sick, call me deluded, fore? If you think that? You must be one of them.
 
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Even the people that monitor this site are scared shitless. It's a goddamed travesty. Discrimination is alive and well. You are allowed to discriminate against people like me. You are allowed to discriminate against people who suffer mental health issues. Even though the law says you ain't. It's utter bullshit.
I could have told you of this ages ago lol I know exactly how you feel. Nothing you can do, and you will find that nobody IRL sides with you. A free pass to bully and discriminate because of their status versus yours.
 
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Of course you are allowed to talk about discrimination Bob, you know that. You also know that we all understand how that feels. :hug5: