- Oct 30, 2019
I'm starting to feel vividly that my teacher is part of something horrible and magical I cannot quite make out, I'm being tested but can't figure out the rules, and something terrible is going to happen if I fail. I don't know what to do, whether to ask him if this is true. I have started to act strange, anxious, laughing too much, and made a joke that came out unusually mean. Ugh. How do I grab okay interactional abilities when everything feels disjointed.