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Melchy
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Having gone through rounds 1 and 2, of which 2 was the worst, I now find that I'm in round 3 - and this one's looking like it's worse than 2.
For a load of reasons, I decided that the only way I can control my feelings/negativity in my life is by covering them up as I know best. I've completely lost faith in psychiatry following repeated bad experiences.
What makes this time worse is that in my mind I want this. I've a wealth of experience to draw on, and this time I know where the gotchas are and how to avoid them and, worse still (from the point of view of a doc), is that I know how to do it with maximum efficiency and speed.
I'm immersed in it. It's my way. I don't want help, just understanding. Which I know I won't get.
Prison
For a load of reasons, I decided that the only way I can control my feelings/negativity in my life is by covering them up as I know best. I've completely lost faith in psychiatry following repeated bad experiences.
What makes this time worse is that in my mind I want this. I've a wealth of experience to draw on, and this time I know where the gotchas are and how to avoid them and, worse still (from the point of view of a doc), is that I know how to do it with maximum efficiency and speed.
I'm immersed in it. It's my way. I don't want help, just understanding. Which I know I won't get.
Prison
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