
FixMe26
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Before I continue, please do not read this if you have a history of self-harm or if your depression is really bad. I have placed a trigger warning in the title.
I joined here back in 2013 and it's been a while since I last been on here.
Since 2013 I have been in and out of many relationships, I lost a few close family members, I was bullied, sexually assaulted, abused, nearly died and other horrible things.
Recently my own brother told me that he wished I never existed and it hurt.
I'm currently living in East Yorkshire and the people here are treating me so badly, I miss all the people back in south east England. I'm absolutely miserable.
I've become anorexic, in the Spring/Summer time I also had thoughts of ending it all. I started self harming again and hadn't done it since 2017/2018, I took an overdose several times.
I'm a complete mess.
Where I live, the police aren't very helpful either, I got beaten up by a few, I never even did even to provoke them either.
I'm so sick of this life. I really want out. I tried calling my mental health crisis team and nobody is picking up the damn phone! I even tried Samaritans as well. It's like no one even cares!
I joined here back in 2013 and it's been a while since I last been on here.
Since 2013 I have been in and out of many relationships, I lost a few close family members, I was bullied, sexually assaulted, abused, nearly died and other horrible things.
Recently my own brother told me that he wished I never existed and it hurt.
I'm currently living in East Yorkshire and the people here are treating me so badly, I miss all the people back in south east England. I'm absolutely miserable.
I've become anorexic, in the Spring/Summer time I also had thoughts of ending it all. I started self harming again and hadn't done it since 2017/2018, I took an overdose several times.
I'm a complete mess.
Where I live, the police aren't very helpful either, I got beaten up by a few, I never even did even to provoke them either.
I'm so sick of this life. I really want out. I tried calling my mental health crisis team and nobody is picking up the damn phone! I even tried Samaritans as well. It's like no one even cares!
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