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letmein

letmein

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in a bad place..

been triggered

feel like i want to hurt myself, i do't so i won't.

fed up.
 
letmein

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i can do this
 
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thanks guys


i've been out for the count thats to early zopiclone.

i have had a thought. i can write off 2019

its been y bunker year.... next year i can advance

deep lies annd bull shit all the time.

my trust issues are sky high, ther eis now around 5 people left that I trust 100% annd one of them is on here (you know who you are)

i care alot about you guys xx
 
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today is so hard.

:(


i really do want to go.

its odd as one worry door closes another opens. I got y daughter some vegan soap at a small craft fair yesterday and some PJ's today from tesco's.. so I'm done shopping.


spoke to my ex for over an hor today......... her telling e she still cares but dosn't want me is even worse to bare.

I have seven days to sort this out..

if i'm this bad next week I'm off.
 
angry butterfly

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At least she still cares. Something i suppose.
Still not what you want though, how do you propose to sort it out? Just wondering, none of my business.
 
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Still not what you want though, how do you propose to sort it out?


I'm not sure tbh. do I sit back and take note we just grew apart and she needed a new start/live/partner..... do i be a complete cock and make a move and fuck with her head?

for now I will wiat. i' sure he will ask her to marry him on new years eve so it would be gae over for good then....
 
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Oh letmein, i'm sorry, it must be very hard for you. I know myself, i'm trying to get over someone. Though we were'nt married or anything, but i still loved him.
We cant do anything about it, we just have to accept the situation. I'm going through all the emotions and being alone really hurts sometimes. I'm trying to nurture me and look after me, or rather i'm trying to learn to do that. Early days.
 
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Oh letmein, i'm sorry, it must be very hard for you. I know myself, i'm trying to get over someone. Though we were'nt married or anything, but i still loved him.
We cant do anything about it, we just have to accept the situation. I'm going through all the emotions and being alone really hurts sometimes. I'm trying to nurture me and look after me, or rather i'm trying to learn to do that. Early days.
thanks ben a year here but we still stay in touch.... she's living with a guy but still calls e..... there is nothing going on, not seen her in months.... but i still love" her.. even now.
 
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so ready to quit...

this isn't life.
 
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Are you taking any mdeication @letmein ?

Has medication ever helped you before?

We are here for you. We care.

This is a very difficult time of the year.
 
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Are you taking any mdeication @letmein ?

Has medication ever helped you before?

We are here for you. We care.

This is a very difficult time of the year.
yes on loads of eds tbh...... i will be ok, better few weeks as stupid as it sounds just need to refocus this has been the worst year of life
 
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smallgeezer

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Many people are feeling like this at the moment.

They are just trying to get through the next few weeks.

I look forward to the end of Winter and the beginning of spring.

I look forward to making my new years resolutions.
 
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took zopicloe at 12 ad wet back to bed seven hours wasted feel so shit now.
 
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