- Aug 12, 2020
I don't know if I should put trigger warning here but though I should. Im very depressed and have been for a while now. I can't get my laundry done or go to the store. I have a Dr appt but not until February. I take medication and it does help a little. I get like this from time to time and it always passes. Recently I was talking to someone by email and I'm not sure but I think they committed suicide. I haven't heard from them and I fear they did it. I have no way of finding out because I only know the first name. I don't know their full name or address or phone # only their email address. I truly hope they are ok this has really depressed me also. I lay on the couch all day staring at the tv I have good days and bad. I eat to comfort myself I eat sleep and manage to do somethings around here when I can. I tell myself don't give in to it and I really try not to. I can't do therapy it never helped anyway. Been on so many meds there are none left to try. I hate being alive but I don't want to die so what do I do?