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One of my voices is really making me doubt everything that my getting better is all about.

I think he is right, I am so confused. I dont want to keep repeating myself and I want to spill it all out here and now but i can;t because they are stopping me - i know I am and they are and that maybe it doesn;t matter anyway.
oh i don;t know what I am on about anymore - I keep waiting

I even feel bad for posting cos I seem to just be on all the time and I don;t know anymore - I don;t know that I can put what I want or get what I wanrt or do whatever I am supposed toi do anymore.
it was all for my own good it still is
 
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Post away, KS! :hug:
That's what this forum is here for. :)
 
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I blipped off the scale and it was a good day to die.
But I am working on keeping safe now -I promised my psychologist that I would be ok until tomorrow.

V's dragged me down and we all echoed it together and I was convinced.
I am try to keep busy - I did rather stupidly drive round for a few hours with stacks of meds like a tw*t

I must get well enough to give up the stockpiling and if I don;t keep ok this time I think I am in trouble - There is still that there you know - that longing.

What happened was all the bad things came and attacked at once and then I thought calmly thats what had to happen.

Sorry I know this isn;t nice but phrucking help its worse than that.

I tried everything and no one who I could talk to was around, but then in the end she did ring me and I wasn;t sure what to tell her cos I know I am on dodgy ground.
Sorry
KS
 
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Sorry, my ass, KS. :hug:
I fight voices almost daily that tell me to mutilate myself and hopefully die.

It's a hard battle that makes no sense sometimes.

Hang in there. :hug:
 
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Yeah me too
Are you giving me a kick?
Thats probably what I need a good kick
 
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I haven't experienced voices as far as I know so I can't say I know what its like.Have you got anyone who can help you.
Thinking of you.
KP:hug:
 
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I should have gone back on anti psychs like doc wanted I guess.

Psychologist going to talk to me again tomorrow afternoon, she said I should let the stuff come and just attach it to a balloon and let it float away???!!!!
B*LL*CKS

A good friend said I should trust the prof's when I am this way, so i guess I will try to let them lead me.

If I could stop being like a f*cking walking pharmacy like a f8cking stupid bitch, yeah that would f8cking do it.
ffssb
 
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Yeah me too
Are you giving me a kick?
Thats probably what I need a good kick
No KS, I'm not giving you a kick. I don't kick people when they're down. :hug:
I was trying to tell you not to apologise here. You're among friends who have been there. :flowers:
 
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