- Jan 31, 2020
I’m so insecure I don’t know how to calm myself and feel comfortable around people. My low self esteem hit me when I got bipolar at 19 years old. I’m now 49 and it just never goes away the insecurity. I’m around other’s and they talk and laugh so easily and I’m always a ball of nerves. My medication calms me being with myself I’m fine. Whenever I’m around other’s I’m self conscious and feel like no one likes me even when their really nice to me. My insecurity is my bipolar and I’ve tried 30 years to overcome it but it never goes away. It always looks like everyone is so confident but me.