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To much insanity



Well-known member
Jun 3, 2019
Got to the point where I need to be sedated 24-hour because I cant deal with how I'm feeling.. prefer I was dead instead.
It was a time when I would abuse medication just to get an effect from them.
I'm afraid it's going to happen again and I dont wanot to do this, but I have no other choice.
I'm probably the most unstable person here.. and ashamed of myself


Well-known member
Jun 15, 2019
South West UK
I'm so sorry you are going through a hard time at the moment. I wasn't given any meds when my head was out of control. In fact I was just dismissed when my head was messed up, because I fell out with my housemate and she obsconded resulting in me picking up her share of the rent.

What eventually sorted me out was getting stable housing and income. Also dispersible risperdal really helps with my ruminating thoughts. I've also avoided things which mess with my head like benzoate, gluten and dairy.