- May 22, 2020
I’m so sick of living in constant fear of everything. I’m always paranoid and anxious about the most ridiculous things. Like I always feel like I’m being spied on or that there is someone coming after me. Or that I’m doing something wrong and don’t know it. I just always feel wrong and fearful and I hate it. I’m not sure how to get over these feelings but it seems near impossible when I have a lot of intrusive thoughts that make it even worse. Sometimes I have moments of clarity where I think “what am I thinking” and I stop being fearful but it only lasts a few minutes and then I’m back to feeling hopeless and scared again. Why can’t I just be a normal human being!!??