- May 20, 2019
I´m tired of my Ocd and right now I´m extremly depressed. I´m felling so much shame for my ocd. I want to have an normal life. I want to have a women in my life but my ocd and shame destroys all that. Now I have a real dark period and think alot about all the thing I haven´t done because of the OCD. I´m 40 and It feels like I destroyed my life. And now I´m also a bit in love with my therapist wich I have read isn´t unusal. And I now that It not gonna lead anywhere but It woke up my desire for someone to love and that started to make me extremly depressed. Sorry for misspelling and grammar faults. I´m from Europe so english insn´t my native. I´m writing here because we don´t have any forum like this in my country right now.