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catonwater32
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I am still living with my parents. I come from a culture where it's common, but honestly I don't have any 'relationship' with my parents. I hate my parents so much. The pain they've put me through is unparalleled by anything else except my chronic depression as a kid/teen and my current ocd.
SO many things have happened. But today after asking my mum to please stop with her passive-aggressive abuse (worded civilly) she then did what she always does after these convos and proceeds to harass me more. I put up with her body/fat-shaming me (thank you mood stabilisers), "You need to see a doctor. Are you pregnant? Is there an insect growing inside that belly?" Yea, whatever. Then nitpicking and b*ching about anything else wrong about me.
I just wish I could grow some wings and fly out of here.
Also, my bipolar is driving me nuts. I get obsessive when I am hypomanic and I can't stop it. Got off the helpline from the counsellor encouraging me to read into all the signs the universe was telling me. I wanted to take this volunteer role because it seems a small stepping stone to paid work, but I'm not sure because it seems pretty inspired by my hypomania.
SO many things have happened. But today after asking my mum to please stop with her passive-aggressive abuse (worded civilly) she then did what she always does after these convos and proceeds to harass me more. I put up with her body/fat-shaming me (thank you mood stabilisers), "You need to see a doctor. Are you pregnant? Is there an insect growing inside that belly?" Yea, whatever. Then nitpicking and b*ching about anything else wrong about me.
I just wish I could grow some wings and fly out of here.
Also, my bipolar is driving me nuts. I get obsessive when I am hypomanic and I can't stop it. Got off the helpline from the counsellor encouraging me to read into all the signs the universe was telling me. I wanted to take this volunteer role because it seems a small stepping stone to paid work, but I'm not sure because it seems pretty inspired by my hypomania.