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angelflower

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Despite your kind words of support, I can't get my mind away from it. It's been a weekend of hell. From a 136 MH assessment, to a night in hospital followed by convo with psych liaison. Home treatment have been there for me for phone calls. But despite everything, I can't get my mind away from the urge to kill myself. I'm so sorry.
 
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Please read life after death sincentiffic in hearing voices forum incase you do. Hope you don't!
 
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angelflower

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Please read life after death sincentiffic in hearing voices forum incase you do. Hope you don't!
It looks too complicated to ready lovely. xxxx
 
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Sorry I'm schizophrenic but it's paranormal really if you kill yourself you will end up in spirit mist floating above the earth to only be crushed by a space ghost, but you can teleport by way of thought make yourself invisible and get into a body to survive after death then you will grow into a ghost if your lucky and make it. Please don't do it tho I've had depression for years you really can get over it, I nearly killed myself too.
 
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Sorry I'm schizophrenic but it's paranormal really if you kill yourself you will end up in spirit mist floating above the earth to only be crushed by a space ghost, but you can teleport by way of thought make yourself invisible and get into a body to survive after death then you will grow into a ghost if your lucky and make it. Please don't do it tho I've had depression for years you really can get over it, I nearly killed myself too.
I'm really scared of how I feel.
 
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Depression is horrible I know, be strong and hang in there try phoning the samaritans. Don't give in.
 
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Yes you are, I know its so hard but you can do it, everyone will be heartbroken if you go.
 
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angelflower

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Yes you are, I know its so hard but you can do it, everyone will be heartbroken if you go.
No-one will really miss me, not in the long term. I've written my family a letter telling them they're not to blame.
 
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Rebeca1

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Phone emergency service and get some help, just do it what you got to loose.
 
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Rebeca1

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Yes you can, you probably could do with some professional care right now, they won't reject you.
 
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Yes you can, you probably could do with some professional care right now, they won't reject you.
I can phone home treatment crisis number if I want, but I don't want to. It may sound silly, but I don't want to disturb them.
 
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angelflower

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Phone them
Thank you for trying to encourage me lovely. It's very kind of you.

I'm going to have a bath now, then shall see how I feel after. I may just phone the Samaritans.

xxxx
 
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