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Time to go now

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angelflower

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Ready to commit suicide. Fed up of the battle.
 
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Waverunner

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No, it's not time to go! You are so much stronger than you think Angelflower. I see it in you every time you post. Hold on, the intensity will pass. Reach out to staff or samaritans.
 
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LoveYourself

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Im losing it sometimes too, sometimes the pain can be a little overwhelming, but i keep reminding myself that it can most probably will get better sometime in the future if i keep trying everything i can. Im so fucked at times that i cant even describe it, but i will keep going and you can do the same.
 
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Rebeca1

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Please read life after death sincentiffic in hearing voices forum just incase you do. I hope you don't.
Please take care and hang in there.
 
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Mayflower7

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Hi Angelflower,
Please don't give up, contact the Samaritans Contact us | Samaritans
Tell your support staff, phone 111/999 or phone your crisis team/CPN.
Please get urgent help.
Your family love you as do others I'm sure.
Don't listen to the thoughts/impulses.
I'm here to listen.
Take care
 
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angelflower

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Thank you all for your posts and kind words of encouragement. I phoned mental health matters yesterday and they called the police. The police were with me for ages. They detained me on a 136 (I think that's what it's called), and took me to a place of safety where I had a mental health assessment. I was released this morning with telephone contact/support from home treatment. Every moment of every day is a struggle....
 
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Zardos

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Thank you all for your posts and kind words of encouragement. I phoned mental health matters yesterday and they called the police. The police were with me for ages. They detained me on a 136 (I think that's what it's called), and took me to a place of safety where I had a mental health assessment. I was released this morning with telephone contact/support from home treatment. Every moment of every day is a struggle....
Welcome back :) glad to hear you're getting help :)
 
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Hi,
Nice to hear the police helped you, hope you feel better soon.
Take care
 
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angelflower

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Sh*t. I'm still feeling suicidal even when I'm with family. Samaritans keep telling me how lucky I am and comparing me with other callers, which annoys me. I know I'm lucky, but that doesn't stop me feeling the way I feel. Home treatment calling me later. I thought seeing family today would help me.....
 
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Sh*t. I'm still feeling suicidal even when I'm with family. Samaritans keep telling me how lucky I am and comparing me with other callers, which annoys me. I know I'm lucky, but that doesn't stop me feeling the way I feel. Home treatment calling me later. I thought seeing family today would help me.....
Hi,
Sorry about the Samaritans, glad the home treatment team are calling you.
Hope you feel better soon.
Here to listen.
Take care
 
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careyon

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it breaks my heart to read that. I hope things are better for you today. Don't put a period where you should put a comma. I know things may seem unbearable now, but this too shall pass. This life is not easy for any of us. Your life is valuable and purposeful. Think of those that love you and will miss you. Hang in there. Praying God gives you the strength you need at this moment. Call on Him day and night, but please don't end your precious life.
 
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IWILLOBTAINMENTALHEALTH

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it breaks my heart to read that. I hope things are better for you today. Don't put a period where you should put a comma. I know things may seem unbearable now, but this too shall pass. This life is not easy for any of us. Your life is valuable and purposeful. Think of those that love you and will miss you. Hang in there. Praying God gives you the strength you need at this moment. Call on Him day and night, but please don't end your precious life.
That was a sweet heartfelt post. :hug:
 
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