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This pain won't end

bulbie

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What is the point of it all any more? Tricked by my "friends", tricked by my body, tricked by my brain. 18 years on and I have never needed my mum S much as I do now.

I've skipped my meds today. All of them. What's the point when nothing works? Perpetually zombified waiting for therapy that will never come. Last time I hung out in a&e for this I just had my wrists grabbed to check for self harm then sent home with a flea in my ear for wasting time.

The vodka is getting drunk.
 
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lovagemuffin

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hi sorry your feeling crappy.:hug1:i know what you mean about the meds can make you drained al the time.
tip the vodka down the sink itllmake you feel worse.
 
maybe.shes.a.wildflower

maybe.shes.a.wildflower

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Not you too :hug1: im sorry lifes so shit.
 
Sparklypurplepaws

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Sending you hugs - I know it's not enough but it's all I've got
 
maybe.shes.a.wildflower

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How are you this morning misses?
 
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Sending another hug - the first must have malfunctioned in the mobile technology stuff x
 

MarlieeB

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:( sorry I wasn't really about yesterday. When I finally got to my laptop it was running super slow so logged off.

I hope you feel better today.

You know I'm here anytime. I actually just tried to look for your journal but couldn't find it.

*Non stinging Little Bee :hug5:'s*

Xxxxxx
 
SomersetScorpio

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Ah i'm really sorry things are crappy for you. :hug1:
I know these feelings don't go away overnight, but I hope that you start to feel a bit better soon.
I'm sorry to hear too of how you were treated in A&E. I've experienced that sort of thing and it really does make you feel like a heap of rubbish.
 
maybe.shes.a.wildflower

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My son was listening to gangnam annoying orange today and i thought of you! :)
 
bulbie

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Getting better slowly, but my sleep pattern is going to hell again, this is not going to help...
 
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Mines gone crazy too, or just lack of sleep. Luckily I found some diazes last night and they sent me off for a few hours but even that was broken and I had to check my tablet, border lining on obsessed now. Is it normal to become so obsessed?
 
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