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midnightphoenix

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I told everyone here before that I find it hard to talk about it. And I'm not the only one. On social where I am ano I can talk but in real life no body knows a shit..

Sorry I feel angry.. because I feel like you made me look bad.
you are not bad, justafriend, you are a wonderful person and i am happy you have such a loving and caring husband :hug:
 
Justafriend95

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My friend doesn't understand the situation and is making me feel like this is all on me..

I feel bad..
 
Justafriend95

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The only adult I trusted on my school left. Now I have to talk to a men. I don't want to do that!

Everything is gone.. everything falls apart.. I'm a fucking mess
 
Justafriend95

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I got therapie in 5 days. I talked to 113 and the gave me an online therapist. I feel a little better now
 
Justafriend95

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Last night I talked to my husband about the SH. Something I find really hard to do. Yesterday we had date night and it was fun. That night in bed I picked up all my fair and just talked to him about it and showed my arms.

He didn't judge, didn't take my stuff away or anything. He told me he loved me so much and hoped that I soon get help. To get better.
 
Justafriend95

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I'm a few days clean now I believe 2. IDK but I don't like it.. I feel numb as shit.. don't want to talk to people anymore. Just want to sleep..

It just feels like it is all to much 😿
You can tell me please no self harm but then it's like you wish me to be like this numb kind of blob.. idk you all mean well and I appreciate that.. but I'm so alone. Nobody feels like I do..
 
Justafriend95

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I'm so proud of a friend of mine. We just met and he told me he always felt like a she.

So after a long conversation I asked why he didn't talk to his mom about it. The are really close. He sayed he wanted to but always shut down on the moment. I recommended righting a letter. But he was terrible at writing.

I did write the letter for him. It was exactly what he had told me. So in his words. He was so thankfull

Today I got the message he did tell his mom and it went great. She was really happy he was being honest. She still loves him and all. Im so freaking proud of him/ her!

I feel like I really helpt someone. Someone that once tried to kill himself because he could tell.

In my head I saved a life. Feel blessed today♥
 
simonr1978

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You're a remarkable person Justafriend95. I mean this genuinely when I say the world is a better place for people like you.
 
Justafriend95

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Thank you 🥰
Wish more people thought that.
But I'm glad I have you to tell me because it makes me feel a little better about myself
 
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