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Justafriend95

Justafriend95

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I did so much harm.. I'm fucked.. I m going to curious in 2-3 weeks. Have to walk in Long clothing and stuff..

And I have to swim..
 
Justafriend95

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Yesterday went horribly wrong..
The stop was gone and I sh my image.

Now I feel terrible because in just 2 weeks I'm going on vacation and we are going to swim.. how the fuck am I going to do that..

So mad at myself
 
Justafriend95

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I'm restless all day. I'm scared I will do even more damage.. I'm scared of myself..
 
Justafriend95

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🥺 I want to do it again..
Please thy my hands together and just go away..

My head is not okay.. I know I was fk crazy
The should lock me up..

Please let them take me to a hospital..🤕🤮
 
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how did you meet your husband Justafriend
out of interest ?

:hug5: 🌠
 
Justafriend95

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My mom and his mom where friends. So we layed in a crip together.

They moved and we found each other on Facebook at 16 years.. that s 8 years ago
 
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I just wondered
because you dont seem to feel you can confide in him
so I wondered how you felt about the relationship
or if you have a choice in the matter

:hug5: 💜
 
Justafriend95

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?? I don't understand what your saying.
I trust my husband very much. I love him with all my heart and he tries to help but he never felt like this.

I'm not that open towards him because I'm scared. Not of his reaction more about him going bad..

The rest of are relationship is wonderfull and he is a sweetheart so idk what you are trying to say. But I hurts my feelings.
 
Justafriend95

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I told everyone here before that I find it hard to talk about it. And I'm not the only one. On social where I am ano I can talk but in real life no body knows a shit..

Sorry I feel angry.. because I feel like you made me look bad.
 
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