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This is how i feel when i purge. Can anyone relate?

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Lilou34

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Cant not purge.
I really tried to last the weekend
I feel so much better and less of pathetic after purging.
Cant i just do it once a week and not be considered sick or ill?
I need to be smaller.
I want no curves at all.
I dont want to feel anything.
I dont want to be ugly anymore. It hurts to be unwanted.
 
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Edinscotbrit

Edinscotbrit

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Purging is extremely dangerous, you could tear your oesaphagus. That would be a medical emergency.
Being bony isn`t healthy, ultimately you need to get help, ASAP.

You will do real damage to your body, and long term problems.
 
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Lilou34

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Purging is extremely dangerous, you could tear your oesaphagus. That would be a medical emergency.
Being bony isn`t healthy, ultimately you need to get help, ASAP.

You will do real damage to your body, and long term problems.

I am seeing a counsellor. Ive posted here before. I never looked at this as a serious problem before because i dont do it every day. Im only just trying to sort out my thoughts about it. I know its not normal.
 
Edinscotbrit

Edinscotbrit

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I am seeing a counsellor. Ive posted here before. I never looked at this as a serious problem before because i dont do it every day. Im only just trying to sort out my thoughts about it. I know its not normal.
Don`t make it a habit, soon as you do , it`s a slippery slope.
 
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