- Oct 23, 2020
Hi my recent post was regarding a cheating moment i night fling sort of around 5 yrs ish ago. But my ocd mind is thinking of the worst constantly that i abuse her. Because it was me that did all the massaging and groping. I asked to massage she said yes she seemed to enjoy it. We had slight intercourse she seemed to enjoy it. From the heavy breathing i could tell. She wasn’t asleep by the way. She was married also both very drunk from a long day on the drink partying and ended up at a friends house. My ocd mind is thinking or telling me that because i did all the off it she was just letting me that i abused her. To me this is horrible. We still talk we both decided to forget about this. My ocd wants certainty on this. I remember every detail of this night. At the time i didn’t feel i was abusing her just guilty for cheating. She did say i was persistent i said sorry then stopped after a while then both slept.