- Nov 24, 2009
All the time, i can't get it out of my head. it's my birthday on wednesday and i don't even want it because after that there's nothing. Absolutely nothing to look forward too. Don't tgonk i can cope much longer. only seen my counsellor once and i already want to die. I'm only 17.. almost. i don't thonk i should be this way. but i am. i'm hopelessness personifed.