thinking about going to the clinic

[thing fish]

don't really know what to do. i feel super depressed and honestly i don't feel safe. i had a bad couple of days so i hit the bottle.
i feel like i am going to go off the deep end. not sure if i should go to partial hospitalization or not..
just venting i guess

 

[thing fish]

i think i am going to try and hold out till i get off work and then go to the clinic. i just feel like i need some help.
i'm going off my rocker here

 

[rollinat]

How long till you are off work? Keep yourself safe, and go sooner if you need to. Take care of yourself

 

[thing fish]

well i never did go but i feel like i should. i feel like my mind is playing tricks on me again. i have to work in 3 hours though.
god i hate this

 

[thing fish]

ok i went. they did an assesment and got me an emergency appt with my doctor tomorrow at 3:30.
i don't know what he's gonna do. probably change some meds around or raise some dosages...
i wish he would just max me out instead of doing this little by little crap.

i need help now. i'm in distress

 

[rollinat]

I hope it goes well tomorrow - I'm glad you were able to ask for help. I am sorry that things are so rough for you just now and I hope your doctor will be able to suggest something when you see them tomorrow. I know that changing meds is horrible but hopefully worth it in the long run. Look after yourself