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IntrospectionFtw!
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Im existing on little to no medication at the moment half an olanzapine a night with a lot of valium..im miserable but ive become so anti medication since my memory started going and got scared they we're making my condition worse, im tempted to go back to my old aripiprazole and effexor combination because atleast i can feel a artifical somewhat happy feeling on it..i just dont feel like im doing anything too impove my situation i have moments were i feel switched on and ok but others were i feel useless...maybe the medications arnt as bad as i think and i need a good dosage and with time i can adjust..but since these last couple of episodes where i can really feel my brain not functioning at its best i jus get worried that ill make the wrong decision..you know theres arguements for medications and against and there the experts so maybe they know better?