There is something wrong..

Justafriend95

Justafriend95

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I can't stop looking at myself.. not because of a good thing.. I am so skinny now.. something I always wanted.. something I didn't eat for some days..

Now I didn't do anything.. but I'm getting really thin. Like wow skinny.. and I hate it.. but the thing is I don't want to get fat.. and something in me struggles with that thought.

I eat but I don't feel really good. But also if I don't eat I feel not good.. find myself to skinny now but am to scared to get fat..

(Disclaimer: I don't have an eating problem, but my treat is going over food and being to skinny and stuff so I thought this was the best place to put my story)
 
Justafriend95

Justafriend95

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I am laying in bed now.. did just eat something.
It's potato, chicken and veggies. Have to say I was impressed.
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Telling myself not to worry about health at the moment. I'm going to lose my shit if I don't because there is to much going wrong.

But I won't let myself going to SH thoughts again.
Not today.. Need to fight and be fine. I always try to smile. If you are going to ask people about me. They will say she always smiles. Even if I don't want to. Say I'm fine and go.

Be strong, be powerfully, be awesome..
 

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