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Gredge23

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Hi everyone im going through the toughest time of my life I'm so depressed/suicidal I just want to die . The girl I love won't get back with me I can't cope I can't live without her I'm going to c her on Wednesday for one last attempt at getting back together , if she says no I'm done I will run away far far away and kill myself that is my plan.

Any support or caring messages might help me change my mind. Xx
 
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Hi Gredge,
I know it is a massive loss to lose someone you had such strong feelings for but don't panic, firstly you might get her back,if it's meant to be you will,if not now or this year or next maybe further down the road.if not though don't you think your life is more valuable than to throw it away because someone has rejected you,maybe she doesn't appreciate what a wonderful caring guy you are,maybe she likes only bad boys,she may have problems you don't know about it could be something other than what you are of have done wrong.Think carefully,and live on,no one deserves to die and not by their own hand for reasons such as these.
Take care and stay strong and stay safe my lad!Nikitax
 
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Gredge23

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Thanks for the reply Nikita I miss her so much I'm crying all the time I'm only out of hospital after an overdose on Friday I can feel death calling me if she says no I think I have gone to far this time to turn back , the only thing that might keep me alive is to hopefully get her back in the future but what if she says we are never getting back? That would tip me over the edge :( xx
 
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Hi,
Please don't hurt yourself, you will meet other people. I know the sadness you feel. It does get easier.
I hope your feeling much better very soon.
Take care
 
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Hey Gredge,

I'm sorry to hear you're feeling really bad right now :hug:

You are stronger than you know, you can cope without her, even though it will be hard. My advice is that the best thing you can do right now is to try and find something else to occupy your mind as much as you can for now. Even if you just binge read/watch TV, it will keep her out of your head for little bits at a time.

And you never know, one day you might end up back with her. Even if it doesn't happen, use that hope to keep you going, until one day, maybe it will hurt a little less.

We're both going through something hard, I feel for you :low:

Take care x
 
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