- Jul 8, 2013
I believe the voices are a hate crime. Currenlty we dont have the tech to prove it, but in the future it will be serious crime.
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Amazing story!!Hello I am greatly sorry to hear that you are experiencing voice as I do too have the same as what you have been receiving and it is a great relief to know I am not the only one experiencing it. At first I could not believe that I had got it, they have made me believe all sorts of lies and even made me lose a lot of people over it. It started off when I got really low, I have had severe depression and a lot of other problems for at least 4 years now and I believed it was telepathic communication. I thought I was being followed at first because I could hear my best friends next door neighbour voice wherever I went. I thought he had camera's in his flat but did not want to believe it due to having my mental health issues. She tried to help me because she realised how depressed I was as she could hear my thoughts and I was suicidal at the time. I then moved away and could still hear her and I then started talking to her and I was in disbelief as I had moved a long way away. She took drugs on a weekend and got really nasty because I have intrusive thoughts and she can hear every single thing that is in my head. I could not go to the toilet or shower without being able to hear her, I could be listening to blaring music and I could still hear her. It drove me crazy but she tried helping me at first, but as time went on she got nasty, especially when she took drugs on the weekend. She has called me all sorted, and made me hit myself and said to me also that I had a camera in my chest and I scratched at my chest trying to get it out. She said she talked to all these people that were my friends and told me a lot of lies. That's when I started getting angry and having a go at her for being a sick bitch for watching me for three months but she didn't at all. After telling her off one day I could hear another voice trying to help me and told me to ignore her because she was lying and so I did and she dissapeared and I now have another voice who tried helping me on the first day of going to town but after I had calld her "mum" in a sarcastic tone she stopped for about two weeks but I could hear her talking about me to her friend but I could hear her friend after speaking to her more, which is the same what happened with the first voice I heard. This second lady is worse, she can't handle my intrusive thoughts and hearing me and has tried to make me believe I am a paedophile and she got me to believe that I raped my two exes I am still heavily in love with because she told me she had spoken to them and they told her I did and she even got me to tell my mum that I did and made me believe my brothers raped me when I was 3 and said I had hypnotherapy. I started to lose my focus on the real world and communication with people was so hard because I listened to them so much. I really thought they were real and that they were trying to help me but I now know that they are voices. I have now told my mum that it was my voices that made me tell her those lies and the first lady also made me lose my best friend over the fact she said she saw my friend sexually abuse me in my sleep because she was watching me but he hasn't and its all lies. These voices have really messed my head up and made me lose a lot of people over the lies they have both told me and now I am fighting myself and making myself realise that they are voices and they are not real. I realise I have a lot of issues but you have to try realising it is in your head otherwise they will take over. Do not let the psychobullies take over your life, they have done mine and I owe a lot of people apologies and I need serious help because I can hear them the moment I wake up till the moment I go to sleep and I have not been able to talk much out loud because I am talking to them. I have stopped talking to them now, they are not real and you have to realise that these are voices and bad ones. I am more then happy to speak to you more about this because I know how you feel. People who have voices need to stick together as people that don't suffer with them can't understand how depressed they make you. I really hope you fight against these psychobullies, well done for standing up for yourself it isn't difficult fighting your own head but remember talking back to them gives the voices what they want. You are strong, make yourself realise that it is in your head and consider going to counselling as they can help and will not judge. You are not alone!
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Not sure if this question was for the original poster or for me. I have been formally diagnosed with the following...BPD with psychotic features, paranoid schizophrenia, and schizoaffective disorder. As I see it right now, schizoaffective is probably the most accurate description of my symptoms.Have you been formally diagnosed as such?
This reminds me of my story, I’ve heard the voices of old friends and spiritual healers from YouTube in my head one day, I thought that they were lying to me in person, like there was this big secret, I thought everyone had already gained higher spiritual abilities than me and could only talk to certain people about them, like only certain people could know, I at first thought that this was because I was a virgin, so I thought that all people who weren’t virgins knew something that I didn’t and had like an empathy together, like I was being locked out of stuff, I hear mostly just from one old friend now, and the rest sound like annoying spiritual healers, who are unfamiliar, my old friend ended up blocking me before I started hearing voices, and her voice shared so much with me, and some of it was lies, like one day the voice said that she was a virgin or something, and I know that’s not true, and I don’t think she would’ve ever put up with me, with my voices, because I could’ve asked her stuff about the voices, like if she was really saying that stuff, and I guess she would’ve said no, unless she was lying, but when the voice lied about one thing, I thought it was just playing with me, so I don’t know if it can be like this emotional playing, like it’s so passionate, I miss the passion of my voices, I really only like the one that reminds me of my friend, I’m on medicine now, so it has been greatly reduced, but I might want to go off medicine in the future, but I don’t know if I want to feel that locked out feeling again, but on medicine I know that I am locked out from a lot, but it’s differentI thought I would never find anything similar to the experience I am going through, but lo and behold here it is. So anyway for the past 3 months I have been going through an increase in stress and anxiety. One night I was in my bedroom when I heard the voices of a couple of friends from my past, as well as my older sister. At first I would hear judgments and opinions about me. It was as though I was hearing a conversation between two people about me. A lot of the times I would hear, "Methadone doesn't do that to people." I am in the methadone clinic so it kind of made sense and I know some of my family and friends don't want me in there. Other things I heard were, "Don't do this to Tiffany." "Tiffany is a good person." Another time in the beginning, I heard my sister crying, saying, "I can't do this anymore." When I heard that I went outside because yes it sounds as though things are happening right outside usually. That day I started crying too and called out to my sister, "where are you?" Another day I heard a whole group of people my sisters and past friends talking about me. I would look out the bathroom window and I would hear, "She is looking out the window." Almost everything I did seemed to be like narrated by my sisters or friends, it was really bizarre. The thing about this is it seems really real. Everyone involved, each person has their same personality, their same mannerisms and ways! So this one day I hear everyone talking to me, "Tiffany this...Tiffany that....than again my older sister saying I can't do this and it was as though she was going to go tell me what was going on and my other sister was pleading with her not to. I again went outside and started to follow the direction of the voices because it really sounded like they were right down the road or across the street. It kinda seemed like being played with because I kept hearing "Tiffany" but no one would show up or tell me where they were. I thought I even seen my sisters car pull out quickly down the road as well, before I could get to that area. So another night I am up and I hear a friend from my past crying her eyes out explaining something that happened in detail. This something that happened I held near and dear to me...it was something I never had closure for and I was hearing the story of what really happened that night. I was saddened, but I had feelings that something of that nature had really happened. (again I understand that this could all just be in my head, and that I need closure and perhaps I am projecting a story of what happened to give myself some explanation and closure) But it does seem so real. So I start talking to my sisters about what I am experiencing. They both say it is all in my head. My younger sister is very fervent about it being only in my head. My older sister also has mental issues so she talks openly and a bit understandingly about what I am going through because she has gone through similar things. So I openly tell my older sister about some of what was going through "my head." Another day I hear things so clearly this time I even hear my dad with my sisters. I get upset and start talking and messaging my sister on facebook saying please come talk to me to my face and a bunch more I can't remember because I was so stressed and upset. My dad ended up coming and talking to me calming me and saying that it was just in my head as well. He made me feel better. I told him I felt as though, there is something big that everyone is keeping from me, like they think I would not be able to handle knowing the truth of a matter or that I am too fragile...he assured me that no, nothing like that was happening. I felt better, but continued to hear everyone talking. So another night it sounds as though people are right outside that bathroom window, one of the people are threatening to break in to another person. My cats are in that bathroom at night so I stayed up all night making sure that did not happen. It was so stressful. Another bunch of nights people wanted to break in (or at least it sounded as so) to get my purse to steal or do something with my medication maybe. One day even, something seemed off about my medicine bottle the label was
cattywampus and it tasted a bit different to me. It could just be in my head I know, but again things seem so real. So here is where things get even more bizarre. A bit about me. I suffer from Generalized anxiety disorder, panic attacks, o.c.d., intrusive thoughts, depression, p.t.s.d. and so forth and now this. So like usual I am listening to my sisters talking about me all of a sudden I think some things in my head and I hear my older sister repeat every single word of my thoughts out loud! I said something to my sisters and my older sister repeated what I just said. Not only that, I would pray and she would recite that prayer I just said or I would be reading a book and she would repeat what I just read. Telepathy. With this new discovery my o.c.d., intrusive thoughts hit the roof. I felt horrible. I didn't understand what was going on. I talked openly now with my sisters when I could or in my head when others were around. From what I gathered about the telepathy, they said we were not the only ones going through it many of my friends were also going through it and able to use telepathy. I kept saying sorry for my o.c.d. and horrible thoughts I would have, they reassured me others had thoughts like that too so not to be so sorry. It seems I would think of the worst thing that a particular person probably would not want me to think of and I would unfortunately. So I still am unsure what my sisters mean by "methadone doesn't do that to people." (I still hear this a lot) There is more that I really don't want to get into on here for reasons, but at this rate I sleep with my purse wrapped in my arms at night and the cellphone in my hand at night because of some things I thought I heard, drastic things in all honesty. Scary things. People wanting to do harm to me or more, for what reason I have no idea. Thank you all for your posts on here. I can't believe I have stumbled across this. I thought I was the only one going through this. I still am not fully certain this is all in my head, because truly it seems so, so real at times. Another thing I just remembered, certain people can also see me for some reason, I guess when I am on the computer. My older sister can see and feel everything I do,she knows when I have the cellphone in my hand, she knows when I am awake, when I am going into different rooms in the house, if I look at the time on my cell she can see the time, and knows my password for my facebook account as well she repeats it as I type it in...it's so bizarre I know. This may just be in my head again...I am not sure. I am def curious of your views and takes on this.
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