Trapped in my head
- Jul 2, 2020
I don't understand why the urge to hurt myself is so strong! I got everything out ready to harm myself and the only thing that stopped me is knowing that someone might see the wounds and think bad of me. I don't see a problem with doing it if its helping me. Im not doing it for attention and if i can keep them hidden i will. I dont know why it helps but it does and now ive started i dont want to stop. But if i do it again people might notice and think im weak. Its like im only not doing it to please others!