- Nov 30, 2018
- United States
It is very real. I feel like I struggle with it every day, the thoughts, the feelings, it's so awful because I have been good for over a year now! I don't want to mess it up but I feel so confused and stressed out it's like I don't know what else to do... It is a really bad last resort but I can't seem to get a grip on what is going on around me. I don't take my meds like I should, I miss therapy appointments and I feel like my therapist has given up on me (Not that I blame her really...), and now its like those awful thoughts keep coming back louder and louder and I don't want a repeat of last year! I don't need a repeat of last year! I just need to detach myself from everything and just... float away?